Conversation with Charlie

Dear Charlie,

I hope this finds you well, and that you're in good spirits, and even better health!
You said something in your letter that I thought was interesting....you said,

"I do not think that there will ever be a cure for cancer as long as the drug companies weld the power they do. Too much money at stake to develop a cure, and I assure you the government is not that interested in folks living a long time on social security."

The second part, I GET and agree with. However, I DO believe there IS a cure and the "cure" is up to the patient. The patient needs to find a complete balance in life. Body/mind/spirit. It takes a great deal of hard work, emotional healing, GOD, belief, trust, perservearance, goal setting, some modern medicine....BUT, an overall change of attitude, lifestyle, diet, habits, healing old pains, etc etc.

I have been working on this ever since Korea, and it has PAYED OFF!! I am doing really well!

You remember John Seibert, right?! His son, "little" John and I have kept in close contact the past 2 years. He is a pychotherapist and energy healer. He does amazing work that will help rid cancer in your body. Charlie, I am living proof that these alternative modalities work!! I am still receiving healings from John, til this day. His costs are completely reasonable, and worth exploring! He can do "remote" sessions on you with him in AZ and you in Texas! Please please DO NOT overlook this and forward onto any others you feel may be interested!! John's email is www.beofoneheart@aol.com

Take a look at my facebook page when you get the opportunity to see what I've been up to! LIVING..primarily!!

July 2010 -in a wheelchair and I could only crawl to the bathroom and back with excruciating pain. (breast cancer spread to the bones) I had basically crawled up into a cave at my parents house and wanted to die. I went through a difficult divorce, moved back in with the folks for a year, began and ended a new romance, had HUGE bouts of depression, anger, bitternesss, resentment towards everyone in my life. I felt abandoned by my friends because I DECIDED to close myself off from the world for 6 months.

This past July, my friends rallyed together to create another fundraiser for me. This gave me a goal to work towards. As a performer, I refused to show up to this event in a wheelchair! These were dancers, collegues, professionals. If I was going to speak at this event, it would be on my own two feet! I went from hands and knees, to walker, to crutches, to a single cane in 2 weeks!! I joined a gym, got on a proper pain management regimine, began chemo pills, tamoxifen, various herbs and healthy eating, and most of all, CHANGED MY MIND about my life!! I made the choice to LIVE! AND, I spoke at the event on my OWN TWO FEET...with the help of a cane.

Shortly after that, I hooked up with John for more "Rising Star" healings and have incorporated them into my life.

Things are wonderful, Charlie. My body gets stronger and stronger by the day, my mind is sharp as a tack, I feel NO new cancer pains, I couldn't be happier, and I KNOW that I am going to continue to kick cancer's ass! For everyone else who could not!! All of our Korea pals, all friends and family that have passed, etc etc.

PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP, Charlie! I know that your body hates you right now, but GOD loves you and wants you well! You are meant to be well, it is your God-given right!!

I think you are wonderful, I love you and I want you to WIN this battle with me!! And Lisa! I'm going to attach her to this email too!

I'd LOVE LOVE LOVE to hear from you when you feel up to it! And you can call anytime too! 310-210-2258.

Your forever pal,
Trycia
Trycia Carlberg
www.angels4tlc.org


The doctor of the future will give no medicine, but will interest her or his patients in the care of the human frame, in a proper diet, and in the cause and prevention of disease.
Thomas A. Edison
US inventor (1847 - 1931)





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To: tryciaperry@yahoo.com
Sent: Mon, May 24, 2010

Hi Trycia! Ole Charlie Gray here. Just got back from Seoul again, third time over. Treatment was pretty rough this time. Had 9 or 10 little tumors that had to be radiated with the new "rapid arc" machine. Most were lung tumors, but one was on my adrenal gland just above my kidney. Frying that bastard took a lot out of me, as well as Dr. Moon's standard therapy, which more and more involves some aspects of chemo. Like you, I could not afford to undergo all his suggestions, but did do Avastin one time.

I do not think I will ever go back to Korea. Pretty much had it! He is supposed to open his clinic in Cabo San Lucas in a couple of months, and I may consider going over there one more time, but pretty much have decided to let this thing run its course. I know he can not cure my cancer, and with all things considered, it is just a matter of time. I think that the most important aspect of my life at present is simply to enjoy what time I have left, and when I am no longer able to enjoy living and being mobile, I feel I will be more than ready to turn the page. If things go as they have been, I may be able to enjoy one more Christmas, but never another, and that may be optimistic.

Trycia, I feel your despair and your pain. I guess the only people that can truly understand or the ones that share the same burdens. You are so young and so full of promise. At least I managed to live a pretty long life considering how much I abused my little body. In your case, it just does not seem fair, does it? But, as you well know, life has never been fair. When I was a teen, a had a terrible bout of pimples. I was too tall and too skinney, and there was no way in hell I was ever going to master algebra. Then I had the terrible luck of falling in love with a very short little German girl that did not love me, and totally ignored a very beautiful tall girl that did love me. What an idiot. It seems like I never missed a chance to mess-up. I bet you did not make those kind of mistakes when you were growing up.

Trycia, I sincerely wish I had something to say that would make things better, I truly do, but I don't. I do not think that there will ever be a cure for cancer as long as the drug companies weld the power they do. Too much money at stake to develop a cure, and I assure you the government is not that interested in folks living a long time on social security. I visited with a young man in Korea that was investigating the deficiences of certain drugs made overseas, and he swore that several drug companies already have cancer cures they keep under wraps. Same for aids. Remember when Majic Johnson first got aids. Then all of a sudden, aids became no problem for him. When asked about that the first time, he stated that he had received the cure, but since then, has keep his mouth shut. Makes sense to me, but sure would hate to be in those folks shoes on that great day of judgement, if it is true.

Well, I have rattled on long enough. Try to keep your chin-up, and I will do my part by keeping you in my prayers. May God bless AND GIVE YOU STRENGTH........... Your pal - Charlie Gray